FML!

this i just a copy & paste from what i wrote on the "what pissed me off" thread on slh this morning.
but its the best way to describe what happened & how i feel about it:

OMFG! I AM SO DAMN PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!

i think it was quite obvious to everyone how excited i was to go spend new years with amy. so i dont really need to tell you that.

2 days ago, my dad got fined $120 for speeding.
today, on our way to tapo, which is where i was staying with my parents for one night b4 i left for taurnga to stay with amy, my dad gets another $120 speeding ticket.
not 10 mintues later & he gets another $150 ticket for over taking on double yellow lines, or some bullshit like that. along with that, this officer decided to give him a $400 fine for not having a new zealand drivers licence after living her for over 12 months!
& he bans both my parents for driving untill they both have their nz licences, & if they get pulled over driving again, the car will get impounded!
so because they wernt allowed to drive, the officer said we could go home & that was it!
also because my parents now had almost $800 of fines to pay they had no money to even go to tapo anymore.

meaning we turned around, went back home & i had to tell amy i wasnt coming anymore. i havnt spoken to my dad sicne... which was about 4 hours ago.
& when i got home i went right to bed, & i think for the first time in my life, i cried myself to sleep.
my mum then called amys mum & apoligized for everything.

but it doesnt matter, it doesnt matter how much they are sorry.
i hate them for this, right now.

Bren ^_^

okay, so lately, i have been totally obsessing over one person in particular :)
Brendon Boyd Urie!
born 12th of april, 1987.
hah! geek 8)

anyways, thought i would share some lovely photos of the absoultly gorgeous guy on here:
-siiiigghh-

AAAMMYY!!

okay, so im going to stay with amy over new years.
EXCITED :D
& were gonna make a checklist of things to do.

first off:
- go & see twilight together.
not only is it a priority, but its the first thing were gonna do together,
pretty much as soon as i get off the bus :P lol.

- write our bible.
this is also a must, as we now have the braclets of our religion, & our god has been named, we obv have to have a bible for it!

- take LOTS of photos!
& i mean lots, we have pretty much none together :(

- plan our secret wedding.
not so secret anymore, lol.
but still, this must be planed to perfection.
for a number of reasons, which, i wont say as it will give stuff away :P

- watch movies.
there are lots we have planned to watch together.
requiem for a dream being the main one.
& edward scissor hands.
apparently the pokemon movie too xD
& the might boosh is a must!

- play the sims 2.
make ourselves, bill&gabe & ry&bren ^_^

- go for, in the words of amy: "an awesome mission walk" lol
down to the beach, not forgetting the camera ofc.

- have a 4 way convo on msn with tabby & janine xD
our fucking awesome as american slh/guest nzslh friends :D

- text each other.
yes, while we are standing next to each other.
just cause i said so xD

- have a youtube marathon!
of hilarious videos we have shared over the time over msn :D
including: retard dog! gymnastic accident. twilight trailer spoof. twilight puppet saga. D&D with MCR. & others.

- do some art.
probably anyways (:

& i know there will be other things we will end up doing :)
I CANT FUCKING WAIT XD :D

New Moon.

i have now finished new moon.
started eclipse last ngiht.
then on to breaking dawn.
:D
it has srsly taken over my life!
its all i ever think about or talk about.
i have even had dreams about it (:
aswell as obviously reading them all time,
listening to all the soundtracks,
watching the trailers non stop,
& full scenes online.

AAHHH! i have been bitten by the twilight buggg, & i love it XP

JERSEY :D

i have a new found love :D
Jersey from hey mondy.
he is the most adorable person i have ever laid eyes on,
agree. y/y?

LOL!

Hilarious twilight videos:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1u718MmV0dg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dompotjTeIA

i deffintly recomend watching both of them.
if you have any kind of a decient sence of humor, or are at least in to twilight.
you will find these sidesplittingly funny, as i did.

clickclick.

Hah!

i just totally realised.
i sound like im talking to myself when i write on this thing...
is that the idea? lol.
well i guess so,
im useing this as my public diary ^_^

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!

Im really only gonna write about how my day today has been, because im currently writing a twilight movie/book review for my page, its taking so long, as i have lots to say, lol.
so this is just to add something new to my, very boring atm, blog (:

okay, so today was really cool for me.
idk how i managed to get in such a good mood.

first off, i went to the mall with katie.
we didnt do much, just shopped around for a bit, met up with a friend (:
theeeeennn, i got a text mesage, from isaac.
this made me real happy.
i guess you could say i really like this guy, hes totally awesome.
met him at a gig, kept in contact with him, not much, but enough.
the news that he was in wellington made me more happy than anything else.
hopefully be meeting up with him tomorrow, even if it is for a short time.
seeing him will be real cool.
ill let yall know how it goes (:
i guess cause i made so much hype about it, just made me even more excited about it.
if that even makes sence.

then later when i got home, i turned on E! just as a half hour behind the scenes of twilight programme was about to start!
this made me totally frigging excited as, i guess you could say ^_^

so after i watched that i just couldnt stop being happy...
i guess i was just in a good mood to start with today, & even though not much has happened, it has been enough to make me really happy all day (:

i havnt had one of these days in so long.
where i have just been totally happy, & nothing has put me down at all (:
i needed today, it was nice, & very refreshing tbh.

it also helped me to know that my best friend amy was also having a very happy day like myself.
i guess she has been like me alot lately, we seem to be mirroring each others moods more & more,
whenever shes sad, im sad.
so im glad to find out we were both extremily happy today!

hopefully i will have my twilight blog posted soon.
& more importantly, i will find time to finish replying to kathleens mail.
sicne i did start it almost a week ago now,
oops! lol.
im sure she will understand (:

peace xo.

kinda PO...

Okay, so now seems like a good time for a nice long rant (:

I guess i dont really know where to start.
today...
today was good/interesting.

good: in the way that i had a lot of fun.
i love being able to hang out with bailey after not for several weeks. & then realising just how much i missed her.
I also just love hanging out with my friends.
I have recently been finding that i get along with the guys so much better than the girls.
also, i find it so much easier to not feel awkward around guys, therefor making friends with them so much quicker after meeting, not like girls.
& i honestly dont know why that is. me?

interesting: in the way that i realised i cant always have what i want.
now, to someone who knows me reading this, they may automatically assume they know what im talking about, but i bet you $100 they dont! [unless i told you, probably only being amy]
lately i have just been...thinking!
like, way too much.
i have had alot of free time, & its starting to screw with my head...
im thinking about stuff i know i shouldnt.
& stuff i really dont want to.
all the while, putting ideas in to my head!
good & bad...

not that much of what i have just said is important.
im just venting/thinking to myself on screen (:

im sure there will be lots of posts like this on here.
but hey, this is my blog, & its not like im william beckett, & have to worry about the fact that people are going to read this.
cause chances are, hardly anyone is going to...

im going to have a phone chat with amy tonight, after several month of not hearing her voice.
im sure i will have more to say after that.
& im more than sure that after talking to her, i will have gotta alot more details off my chest (:

peace for now xo

TAI GIF's (:

Oh. My. Bill.



Cuteeeee!



Lmfao.


I just thought i would share with you, some of my favourite TAI related GIF's (:
the first one so obviously being the best xp
& now for the killer:

Robert Pattinson ♥

So, I have just recently started to read Twilight.
It's so good.
But the best part of it is, Robert (:
I love him & i feel as if he fits the part of Edward so perfectly.
Isn't he just so beautiful, y/y? (: