kinda PO...

Okay, so now seems like a good time for a nice long rant (:

I guess i dont really know where to start.
today...
today was good/interesting.

good: in the way that i had a lot of fun.
i love being able to hang out with bailey after not for several weeks. & then realising just how much i missed her.
I also just love hanging out with my friends.
I have recently been finding that i get along with the guys so much better than the girls.
also, i find it so much easier to not feel awkward around guys, therefor making friends with them so much quicker after meeting, not like girls.
& i honestly dont know why that is. me?

interesting: in the way that i realised i cant always have what i want.
now, to someone who knows me reading this, they may automatically assume they know what im talking about, but i bet you $100 they dont! [unless i told you, probably only being amy]
lately i have just been...thinking!
like, way too much.
i have had alot of free time, & its starting to screw with my head...
im thinking about stuff i know i shouldnt.
& stuff i really dont want to.
all the while, putting ideas in to my head!
good & bad...

not that much of what i have just said is important.
im just venting/thinking to myself on screen (:

im sure there will be lots of posts like this on here.
but hey, this is my blog, & its not like im william beckett, & have to worry about the fact that people are going to read this.
cause chances are, hardly anyone is going to...

im going to have a phone chat with amy tonight, after several month of not hearing her voice.
im sure i will have more to say after that.
& im more than sure that after talking to her, i will have gotta alot more details off my chest (:

peace for now xo